uugghh..i am soo stressed!!!

[Julay]

Wow...i never new the end of senior year would be so stressful. Trying to get all my crap done on time, ap exams, regular exams, trying to be with everyone at once. I am so tired of everything. I feel like im losing good friends, and my bf is getting tired of me, he's been hiding stuff from me and i really wish we could work out. i feel like...i have noone anymore...i feel like i dont have a home...i mean..i have a place to sleep and eat and everything..but i mean...a real home. A comforting place that i would actually want to be. i dont wanna put on different masks anymore. If i am myself..noone is happy. i feel like i cant be myself..if im mad i cant act like it..if im sad...same thing. its like i always have to be that happy little girl everyone expects...To all who is reading this..you're probably thinking..oh..shes just a teenager..she'll get over it and etc..yeah i hope i do...cuz seriously..im am so tired of everything and practically everyone....if ranting was a person...he would be so my type.

[qapla47]

You're not just a moody teenager, and things will get better! The end of high school is always stressful. But summer will come, and the stress will lift. When I graduated from college, I was so stressed I hardly ate (and I eat a lot).
Give your bf some space for a couple of days and then throughly enjoy your summer together. Bfs don't just evaporate into thin air...
If you're feeling sad, let it show. Just because people expect you to always be happy, doesn't mean that you don't have the right not to be. If people are telling you, "you should be happy" and you're not, you have every right not to be. If they give you grief about it, tell them to spork it.

[Human]

nope I know just how you feel
I moved from Minnesota to Ohio not to long ago
and when I was myself it seemed as if everything went wrong, but when I put on masks and attached myself to people who wernt like me at all, everything went smoothly.
Well its a bit of a rut really, its very difficult -but just be yourself, even though the whole world my be falling apart around you--sooner or later you'll realize that youre not the reason the bad things are happening.

I lost my best friend, but some how we have this deep connection that we both think we'll always have....even though we're two completely different people.
This could also be you maturing and youre having difficulty letting go...
I hope I helped, and I hope its the same thing youre talking about...

[Julay]

thanks guys. i feel a little better. i really do hope everything falls into place soon.